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7.6.04+2:46 a.m./rape

choke me, nicotine kisses
i can't get enough of this addiction
yr eyes rape me, harder
faster.

no sex in violence

lies, lies, all lies
blinking clock, 5:15 a.m.
next to a pack of newports
& empty condom wrappers.

vodka bottles & torn sheets
quick to forget the bruises
on my neck& heart.

numb&&dumb